January 16, 2011

• A random update while sitting at the work desk

  I used to be able to write heaps, just letting my mind flow and letting the fingers do the work, but lately, there's been a little bit of mind-constipation (again! Blahhhh....).

  It's not really that I don't have anything to write about, I have HEAPS, but I just don't know where to start, or how to put my thoughts into words. And that, is very odd for me.

  Anyhow, I'll just write some random stuff that happened today.

  1) As I was waiting for the tram this morning, I saw a Mini parked at the traffic light. And being the curious person I am, I glanced into the car.  There were lots of soft toys nesting at the front and back of the car, so I thought to myself 'must be a gal driver'. As I glanced at the driver, I saw this guy with the MOST REPULSIVE expression on his face! The expression was a mixture of "hey, I'm checking you out right now" and "I think I'm so cool" and "I feel rather good about myself". The instant feeling of disgust was overwhelming that I had to turn around n walk away. Now, honestly speaking, he was not bad looking, clean-cut shirt; hair neatly done; good complexion and with all his facial features of the right sizes and in the right places. But how can a decent looking guy emit such a repulsive signal?? I have totally no idea. Let's just say, some people naturally repel me.

  2) Back to when I was sitting on the train coming into work, there's this other guy standing right next to me (what's with me and repulsive guys these days? Honestly I am NOT a men hater!!!). As I was concentrating on a 'boring-ish' game on my iPhone, this guy started a conversation with what sounded like an Indian woman. I didn't pay much attention to their conversation until their voices got a little louder than my comfort zone allows. I didn't really catch what the problem was all about, all I heard was the guy saying his strategy was a win win situation and claimed that the Indian lady's suggestion does not create extra space on the train (It was a rather packed train). The argument went to and fro with decibels rising with each sentence. The guy had to make sure he's absolutely right and the Indian lady was wrong, and the lady refused to give in. It got to a point the guy called the lady a Loser and it's at that point I lost total respect for the guy standing next to me. For goodness sake, what right does he have to call someone else a Loser when his heart is the size of a needle's end? I think even his voice disgusted me towards the end. Maybe I'm just easily irritated? or overly judgemental? or both?!

  I feel I'm very responsive to "feel" people these days. Like, feel the frequency that the person is emitting, some people are naturally pleasant to be around with, some people are just down right negative that I don't even want to be in their presence.

  It's a rather strange sensation.

   

  • 9:41 pm
  • 3 Comments